I know I have been a bad tumblrer and have not been keeping up on my regular blog. I know my first few post were a little melodramatic but I’ve really grown up and seen what I’ve been missing out on. I’ve changed, who knew.
But here is what i can say..
These past few months have been a bit of a joy ride and now I know they were more than just that. I have been lucky to have been given a second chance to really show who I am… and it’s been the best thing in a long time. Boy wise. He has meant so much to me for so long, it’s great knowing the feeling is mutual.
Dragon meets Snake
Snake crushes on Dragon
Dragon makes a move
breaks Snakes heart
Snake forgives
Dragon does not forget
Dragon hearts Snake
It has been a really good day today. This whole new practice of not worrying about the things I can’t manipulate and just being who I am, has made things a lot easier.
*sigh of relief* I’m getting somewhere.
Last night was interesting, I could hear my own heart beating. The most it has worked in a long time, but it was a very familiar feeling. The feeling of pure excitement. This is an old road and we will see if it is leading in a new direction.
No regrets.
End.
Occupying the 6th position in the Chinese Zodiac, the Snake symbolizes such character traits as intelligence, gracefulness and materialism. When it comes to decision-making, Snakes are extremely analytical and as a result, they don’t jump into situations. They are effective at getting the things they want, even if it means they have to scheme and plot along the way.
Snakes are very materialistic creatures, preferring to surround themselves with the finest that life has to offer. This is especially evident in the home, where luxurious furnishings and surroundings help Snakes seek the peace they need in order to thrive.
Snakes prefer living a life of calmness, preferring quietness over noise and a manageable workload rather than a schedule that’s overly-booked. Snakes become easily stressed when their lives aren’t peaceful or in order. Too much of this way of life can shorten a snake’s life!
Snakes do work very hard, but they have a tendency to be job-hoppers as they become easily bored. Their somewhat laid-back attitude causes them to be mistakenly categorized as slackers, but nothing could be further from the truth! Snakes are very creative and extremely diligent. They’re excellent problem-solvers and thrive under tight deadlines. Good career choices for Snakes include: scientist, analyst, investigator, painter, potter, jeweler, astrologer, magician, dietician, and sociologist.
Snakes are excellent seducers so they never have trouble attracting others. However, they’ll be the ones to decide when a relationship has potential and when it does not. Once they’ve chosen a partner, a Snake’s insecure side will begin to show through. Snakes guards their chosen partners much like a prized possessions, becoming jealous and even obsessive. Snakes prefer to keep their feelings to themselves. It’s important to never betray a Snake’s trust as a betrayed snake will make it a goal to get even some day!
Incredibly goal-oriented, Metal Snakes will stop at nothing to get that which they believe they deserve. Failure is not in their vocabularies. With their money, they’re continually acquiring more and more possessions – for themselves.
Influential, motivated, insightful, and highly intellectual are words that best characterize Water Snakes. These Snakes work well with others and enjoy being recognized and rewarded. They’ll reveal feelings to those closest to them, but no one else.
Kind and genuine, these Snakes enjoy building a solid foundation of friends and family whom they love deeply and whose company they enjoy immensely. But even with all this support, Wood Snakes rarely seek the advice of others.
Fire Snakes are more extroverted, forever offering opinions and telling others what’s on their minds. Even so, others enjoy listening to Fire Snakes. They’re very persuasive and are especially good at convincing others that their ways are best.
Earth Snakes always seem to be calm and content. They’re friendly and approachable and believe that they’ll reap great rewards by working hard and relying on common sense.
The Snake is compatible with a Rooster and an Ox and incompatible with a Pig and a Monkey.
Decided to make a trip to Fulton to visit my mom. Mom time is the best medicine, but I think it will wear off by the time I get back to my “home”. I almost feel normal. Maybe I do miss t.v. that much.
for now this is keeping my busy until I have to go to class:
http://www.designsponge.com/2010/02/sneak-peek-max-wanger.html
Hmm so I’m starting to want to post more often. Interesting.
Had a low day. A good case of the bad case of the Monday’s. Thankfully I have good friends that always lift me up. Im starting to realize the fear of being alone but being around people puts me be more at ease. Ups and downs.
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I’m already wishing I didn’t make this. I’m not the best blogger. I’ll try harder tomorrow. I’m hungry.
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